Impossible Lines

So Yesterday, i worked til 1pm leave to go register for classes at TVCC, get there and the parking lot is full, people parking on the grass get in the school and waited 3.5 to 4 hours just to register it was CRAZY. So i signed up for my Math class which im going to try my hardest to pass that entrance test after this semester is up to get a refresher and also my General Psychology class. Im determined to finish all my prerequistes this year so i can go into my RN program. Day 2 of working out was at home and o yea im feeling it in my love handles lol. I can not wait for results, like i said determined.

Boot Camp

so i started boot camp last nite, thought by 15 minutes of the work out i was going to pass out, well thank gosh i made it. Ready for more Action and ready to see the pounds and inches disappear. Looking forward to busy two months of life changing events. Hopefully all goes well with school registration today.

Happy New Year

New years...So ive made a couple changes this year. Hopefully all works out for the best for me, because i have waited too long for all the changes.

So my day starts today i have joined boot camp for six weeks and hope to continue more bootcamp afterwards while also retaining to classes at TVCC. Like i said hopefully all will work out in the end. Wishing Bo good luck on his job search, he has finished the police academy. So happy for him.

Almost there....one month.

So divorce final hearing is finally coming one month away. . . o how i have waited for this day.

Opening a New Chapter in my life, the feeling is great, just wishing it would get here sooner.

O how i dont have the patience to wait, but have some how gotten by with two years of waiting. What was i thinking!
So planning a trip possibly in December for the celebration of my new life and also on Bo's Graduation from the Police Academy. Which by the way has been very stressful for him. Such a blessing, knowing god is with you every step. He will get you through this baby, i promise.
My plans when we get back are to have a Fantastic X-mas with family and friends and kick the new year off with classes for nursing school as planned in my future and get this PARTY started!

Plain and Simple

This is a picture i took on our way to Bryan & Brandy's House in Canton, TX . ((July 2009))

So hard to describe my feelings in the past month or so, so many changes dealt with and more to come im sure, but sometimes i feel as if im on top of the highest mountain screaming at the top of my lungs and no one is listening. Again im wrong, you are listening.

I could not thank god enough for guiding me in life.

I have come up with a couple of ideas, when we move that is. To manage my own part-time candle making small business to help pay some bills. (((just little)))

Bo is starting police academy and i could not be more happier for him, very smart, caring, awesome father.

Today not so good, but i would call it a Day.....

Okay so we arrived at home this morning at 1am, went to bryan and brandi's house night before so the kids could play together and chit-chat. Lord couldnt wait for the night to be over with....kids are so funny.. .. Squishing june bugs like 100's of them, gettin dirty, fightin over toys, huggin and eating popcicles. Boys will Be Boys!

So this morning i wake up about 10am, Brody is taking a bath and Bo is helping, well tank decided to accompany Brody by getting into the tub freaking hiliarious. After that Bo and Brody went to Maw-Maw's House. Of course, i stayed home because im on call this weekend so about 12pm i leave to go to starbucks get some coffee for me and tank (he eats the whip). BTW this is tank.....^ the weinie dog up above. Anywho, So im on my way back home, tank decides he is going to hang his head out the window of my truck while in my lap while im driving and of course puts his little paws on my unlock button. For those of you who know i dont have door handles on the outside of my truck so the unlock button unlocks my door when you push the button from the inside. Well tank opens the door while we are going down 34 high way. lol He backs up and gets in the passagener seat, i opened the door again and closed it so fast lol. Thank god i had my seat belt on i would have been a pearly panne cake lol.

Anyways on my way home to drop tank off and head to wally world to do some grocery shopping lol i was texting at the time i was entering the walmart where the registers are and was not watching what i was doing well this big woman was bent over looking at something where all the flowers are, bless her heart i bumped directly right into her ass. I suddenly apologized i was not watching where i was going but i noticed she was taking up all the space around the BIG Aisle lol. Couldnt help myself but dang it i was so embarrassed! next time i will watch where im going and try not to target big butts. lol

On the way back from wally world i stopped by Dallas Raceway in Crandall to fill out part time application, they said they will call me friday so we will see what happens. EXTRA Money YAY! Get home with all the groceries and its freaking raining Cats and Dogs Again....What a DAY!

Just me

Well Where do i start, Ive sold quite a bit of Candles and hope to make more in the next week. I guess all that practice has made some perfect.

So i guess ive made peace with myself and the other half i hope, nothing is done yet. But i hope soon that it will be done for those of you who know what im talking about. Had a lot of learning and hardship out of that, burdened my heart for so long. Never thought the day would come and never imagined divorcing. But all those who have been through it have told me its well worth it @ the end. We will just see. Not meaning that im taking everything away, just the part i put into the marriage. If that makes any sense, okay good! I know only the Lord will make the right decision for me so i just hope he helps me fight this one too. :)

Anywho, i can not wait for next month MAY to get here, lots to do, people to meet (Louis IV) My new nephew i can not wait. Possibly move to our new place.. . . . Very Excited.