Almost there....one month.

So divorce final hearing is finally coming one month away. . . o how i have waited for this day.

Opening a New Chapter in my life, the feeling is great, just wishing it would get here sooner.

O how i dont have the patience to wait, but have some how gotten by with two years of waiting. What was i thinking!
So planning a trip possibly in December for the celebration of my new life and also on Bo's Graduation from the Police Academy. Which by the way has been very stressful for him. Such a blessing, knowing god is with you every step. He will get you through this baby, i promise.
My plans when we get back are to have a Fantastic X-mas with family and friends and kick the new year off with classes for nursing school as planned in my future and get this PARTY started!

Plain and Simple

This is a picture i took on our way to Bryan & Brandy's House in Canton, TX . ((July 2009))

So hard to describe my feelings in the past month or so, so many changes dealt with and more to come im sure, but sometimes i feel as if im on top of the highest mountain screaming at the top of my lungs and no one is listening. Again im wrong, you are listening.

I could not thank god enough for guiding me in life.

I have come up with a couple of ideas, when we move that is. To manage my own part-time candle making small business to help pay some bills. (((just little)))

Bo is starting police academy and i could not be more happier for him, very smart, caring, awesome father.

Today not so good, but i would call it a Day.....

Okay so we arrived at home this morning at 1am, went to bryan and brandi's house night before so the kids could play together and chit-chat. Lord couldnt wait for the night to be over with....kids are so funny.. .. Squishing june bugs like 100's of them, gettin dirty, fightin over toys, huggin and eating popcicles. Boys will Be Boys!

So this morning i wake up about 10am, Brody is taking a bath and Bo is helping, well tank decided to accompany Brody by getting into the tub freaking hiliarious. After that Bo and Brody went to Maw-Maw's House. Of course, i stayed home because im on call this weekend so about 12pm i leave to go to starbucks get some coffee for me and tank (he eats the whip). BTW this is tank.....^ the weinie dog up above. Anywho, So im on my way back home, tank decides he is going to hang his head out the window of my truck while in my lap while im driving and of course puts his little paws on my unlock button. For those of you who know i dont have door handles on the outside of my truck so the unlock button unlocks my door when you push the button from the inside. Well tank opens the door while we are going down 34 high way. lol He backs up and gets in the passagener seat, i opened the door again and closed it so fast lol. Thank god i had my seat belt on i would have been a pearly panne cake lol.

Anyways on my way home to drop tank off and head to wally world to do some grocery shopping lol i was texting at the time i was entering the walmart where the registers are and was not watching what i was doing well this big woman was bent over looking at something where all the flowers are, bless her heart i bumped directly right into her ass. I suddenly apologized i was not watching where i was going but i noticed she was taking up all the space around the BIG Aisle lol. Couldnt help myself but dang it i was so embarrassed! next time i will watch where im going and try not to target big butts. lol

On the way back from wally world i stopped by Dallas Raceway in Crandall to fill out part time application, they said they will call me friday so we will see what happens. EXTRA Money YAY! Get home with all the groceries and its freaking raining Cats and Dogs Again....What a DAY!

Just me

Well Where do i start, Ive sold quite a bit of Candles and hope to make more in the next week. I guess all that practice has made some perfect.

So i guess ive made peace with myself and the other half i hope, nothing is done yet. But i hope soon that it will be done for those of you who know what im talking about. Had a lot of learning and hardship out of that, burdened my heart for so long. Never thought the day would come and never imagined divorcing. But all those who have been through it have told me its well worth it @ the end. We will just see. Not meaning that im taking everything away, just the part i put into the marriage. If that makes any sense, okay good! I know only the Lord will make the right decision for me so i just hope he helps me fight this one too. :)

Anywho, i can not wait for next month MAY to get here, lots to do, people to meet (Louis IV) My new nephew i can not wait. Possibly move to our new place.. . . . Very Excited.

....moved

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFwZ7Ekg080
I think is so amazing how the Lord works in your life. I believe everybody has a plan, but only the lords plan will happen. It moves me so much just knowing some one who has such a great love for me and there for me every step of the way. He is so BIG! His love for us is so BIG!
Not enough words to express..........

Shalin's Baby Shower

So the day came, finally. I hosted a Baby Shower for Shalin. The baby will be here In Late May. I can not wait to be Aunt Pearl again! Life gives you so many obstacles in life im just so blessed to have the family I have.